There was a survey once, A thousand people were asked, if they couold know in advance would they want to knwo the exact day of their death.
有一个1000人的调查， 问他们是否想提前知道自己确切的死亡时间

96% of them said no
96%的人不想

I always kind of leaned toward the other 4%.
我一直认为我是剩下的4%

I thought it would be liberating, knowing how much time you had left to work with.
我认为如果知道自己还有多少天的话，那将是一种解脱

It turns out, it’s not.
但是结果是我错了，我并不是那4%